It's been almost 2 years since I went MIA from the internet world. A lot's happened to me that really brought me down to a very depressive point in my life including losing my 3 year gf. It was very hard to even live at one point. But when you're truly down you realise whats important and to take that pain and turn it into something positive. I always come back to my games no matter what other job I tried and realised its just freedom to live and thats what really matters. Living your life in an accepting way and not denying what makes you happy.
It just takes a lot of work to get to what you most love, and for me thats working for myself and being my own boss, to live my life freely and happy doing what I love.
I've faced many setbacks but, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, mentally and physically.
To all artists looking for the reason why they procrastinate. It took me 2 years to find out the reason and thats because you have to work for what you love, wether its for a special gf, friend or family member. For the people around you sick of there crap jobs or just because you believe by making something new, from scratch, that it will truly benefit you and everyone around you. Then theres no hestiation or procrastination, just pure focus to truly make a change in this world.
- Eggy, Also known in my town as Bradley Erkelens, just a kid in a small town, with a tough background that he feeds off to make games.
~You've got one life, don't ignore them daydreams, live them or you'll never be happy.~